I wish my life was like a movie...

I feel like I know what I want, but I'm not ready to go after it at this point in my life. At times, I really do wish that my life was like a movie. I wish things worked out perfectly. That will always be a illusion, never a reality. Things always turn out for the best in the movies. Most of the time, that is. I lay awake at night thinking about everything that is going on in my life. It feels like most of my life is a dream, and I never know whether I'm living in a dream or in reality. One of these days I'll figure things out, but that day has been eluding me so far.