Friday, March 13, 2009

Personal Space.

Most of the time I can be a fun and happy person to be around. This stems from the fact that I have people in my life who keep me happy. An example would be my roommate, who is my best friend. it's easy to talk to him and a few other people who I can talk to about anything. But there are times, a large portion of my life, when I like to keep to myself. When this gets taken away from me, I don't want to be around anyone. I fake a smile and keep my mouth shut. I'll do this until I can go somewhere and be by myself. I think about things that are going on in my life a lot. I mean, everyone does that, but I tend to over think things. People don't really understand when I want to be left alone, I try to be obvious about it but that never seems to work. Then I start to get annoyed to the point where I'll just get up and walk away. I'm not trying to ignore people, it's just I need my personal space at times. A lot of the time, I end up making a scene and therefore people say something behind my back about it, but I could care less. I know most people will never really get why I act this way, and that's understandable. I just want them to give me the space I need rather than taking that away.

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